And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make.

Picasso, Woman By the Window

1936

Partners…without their help and encouragement, some might call it love, I’m not sure I could have gotten through all the treatments and side effects, the depression and ED, without a partner like her.  Regardless of the future of that relationship, since life is in a state of constant impermanence, I will always love her for that.  For those of you who have been able to endure and triumph over the abyss of sexual impotence due to radiation treatment and come out on the other side, improved and balanced, with a new sexual vitality and a renewed love life, I commend you and your partner and I’m glad for your success since all we really have is the moment, the eternal now, because the past and the future don’t really exist, do they, they have no sound.  Having waxed Zen-ish, what I’m saying is I’ve written all I can write for this site.  I hope some of it has been helpful, beneficial to my fellow cancer brothers and their partners and as the Virility Snatcher ends, I also hope, through meditation, some bedtime weed, several lectures by Alan Watts, Krishnamurti, Sadhguru, a love life, and a little help from my friends, to get myself spiritually centered before continuing in the moment of this life.  I wish you all well on your journey, which isn’t one.  Shanti.